I hurt my back November 2018. this was just the icing on the cake with what I was currently dealing with.
My parents told our family that they were divorcing a week before. this put me deeper in the hole of the depression I was already dealing with. my back was hurt during work, but I could technically still work because my occupational doctor deemed that my injuries weren’t so bad; I could still do most of the motions in their standard check. it was a Thursday, I believe, where my depression was too much to handle. i contemplated committing myself to the hospital because of my suicidal thoughts.
I was not compensated because I took a month and a half off in order to work on my mental state. I have an amazing boyfriend that has tried supporting me as much as he could, but we both don’t make a lot of money. I was able to get back to my job after going to the chiropractor and occupational medicine, getting doctor’s notes from both of them and closing my L&I case. It hasn’t been the same, though. I don’t have a savings account anymore, I have $600 in credit card debt, and I owe $645 collectively from this year and last year’s taxes. I really don’t want to have my boyfriend to pull from his savings to take care of my debts because that is the only safety blanket he has.
I have been trying to sell all of the stuff I do not need and also donating plasma so I can afford gas to get to work.I just want to get out of the hole so I can build m savings back up and maybe start an IRA with my credit union since I work with a small business. I was put on different anti depressants after visiting the hospital. Since I only had suicidal ideation instead of having a plan, they told me to see a counselor. I was on escitalophram, but now I’m on trintellix. instead of $10 a month for my medicine, it’s $50.
I just need a miracle. If you want to know more about me, don’t hesitate to email me. https://www.paypal.me/crcb24