I’m 26 years old. I have lived quite a life in the sense that I haven’t been dealt a very good hand of cards. I have been on my own with no parents since I was 13. I lost my dad to cancer and my mother never wanted to know me. I have been very independent and never really asked for help. I suffer with mental health and this has effected me in many ways over the years. I have now gotten to a point in my life where I’m in a vicious circle and I can’t seem to find a way out. I am desperate and this is my most desperate and final attempt to find some help from decent people who understand not everything goes as planned.
I have always worked hard and a stupid amount of hours I let work take over my life. I work in the care industry and have given my whole life to making sure people are looked after. Now I’m asking and pleading for help instead. My job made me very ill at the end of last year and I was bed bound with crippling head pains and passing out if I tried to stand. My job never supported me through this and instead took wages away from me varying from 500-1000 every month. I of course still had bills to pay which meant finding ways to bridge the gaps every month which in turn put me in debt and then had a further effect on my mental health. Due to the stress and anxiety because of this I suffered a miscarriage and it broke me and now I’m in a downward spiral as everything got worse I didn’t care for anything anymore and I still wasn’t being supported by my job.
I have just very recently found out I am pregnant again and I had to move closer to my sister for support as I am terrified unfortunately it is 100 miles from my employment. They agreed to let me work 3 days from home and 2 in the office which was working great but they have now pulled that from under my feet and have told me I have 4 weeks to find a new job. I am absolutely terrified in debt and cannot find a way out. I just need to get myself out of debt as all of my money is going on debts that I can’t even afford to pay every month. I just want a less stressful life for me and my child and I don’t want to lose this one. It’s the only light I have left.
Please if anyone could find in their hearts to help me out and help me get my life back on track so I can just be normal for once. I would be eternally grateful. My pay pal link is below
Thank you for your time. If there was any way I could give you more details I would gladly so you could understand further why I need your help. I’m actually begging at this point for a way out.