Hello to all reading. My name is Adam Griffiths. I think to myself why am I here? Have I really had to drop this low to a begging website to be a able to find a little help? It seems so.
The reason I am asking for help is as follows. For the last 3 years I have struggled majorly with huge debts. These debts are indeed my own fault admittedly, but not all my own fault. I thought I could be a good person and help someone, someone who was in trouble, sad, depressed and had no image of a good happy life, she was my other half, a women who I thought loved me, turned out I was very mistaken. I decided to help by buying her anything she wanted, this meant getting things on credit to see the smile on her face, this was a mistake I have lived with for 3 years and I am now at breaking point with the financial struggle. Once she got all she needed, she left, no letter, no warning, just left and never heard a thing from her again. And now I am in debt of over £13,000. Since then I fell into a deep abyss of depression and anxiety. I live in fear of meeting people, trusting people, going out with friends. It has gotten so bad that now my hair is falling out at an insane rate. I’m 26 years old and on the verge of self destruction, giving up, lying in a corner to die. I have always been a hard working individual, I do have a job, I work as hard as I can to keep going and keep on pushing, but that is also a struggle, as I get bullied a lot at work, I get cast out from the others, treated differently because I always seem sad. And now I have to degrade myself to cyber begging in hopes of a few…maybe even 1 kind person to show that not everyone has a black heart.
I have no family, father abandoned me when I was 2 years old. A mother that has never loved me or shown what motherly love is. Abused as a child, which haunts me to this day. I still live with my mother which is wrong, I should be out of my mothers house and starting my own future, but it’s impossible to do so with these debts I have, I cannot escape this, it follows me like a bad smell, Keeps me awake most nights too.
I’m not asking for £100,000 I’m not asking for £50,000. I’m simply asking for a little help, this is a desperate , legitimate and last ditch effort at a plea for help from someone who understands and feels the pain I feel everyday. A plea for someone to help take away the feeling of helplessness, sadness, and the struggle to continue.
If there is anyone out there reading this right now, And feels the pain I feel, i am asking you to do the impossible, I’m asking you to make one mans dream come true of being debt free, happy, and powered with the ability to move on with life and pull me out of this hole.
I do not expect to have money handed over without questions being asked, and answered. I am more than happy to have an online conversation with anyone who wishes to help, to prove to you that this is a legit plea for help. With proof of all debts, live conversation if need be.
There is a photo of what this life is doing to me physically, you will see my hair is falling out.
I thank anyone who took the time to read this, I hope this has touched areas of your heart to help.