Hello, I’m Arturo and I’m an amateur musician.
I think a lot about life and our situation, I’m always asking myself what am I doing here? Why are they doing this to me? Is this a dream? How do I wake up? Sometimes I just wonder if this is a test…
I used to think about committing suicide, and I still do, sometimes. But there’s only one thing that helps me keep going:
The dream of helping people.
I love helping people, I love being kind and I’d love to make the world a little bit better. There’s so much cruelty, so much ego and so much need of power, and that’s killing us literally, it’s destroying our only earth. It won’t dissapear, we will all die before corruption and human power ends, that’s crystal clear, it’s in our genes, but it can be reduced.
People is so blind nowadays, the media makes us think like they want us to think and religion keeps brainwashing people’s minds, countries make us think we are the good guys and our military are heroes for killing “enemies”, we are so cruel with animals, we mutilate animals alive, we cook animals alive, we let them bleed alive and those who weren’t born in a farm with another 10.000 animals and never saw the sunlight or touched grass, will die because they will loose their houses when we deforest the forests and jungles. And all the plastic? all we throw to our oceans and seas? everything we do, EVERYTHING we do, for money, it’s killing us slowly, humans ourselves, animals around, the water we drink, the ground we step on, and that’s just insane.
I just want to spread my word, talk to people, reach the world and show them a way of surviving this dying society and this dying world, I wanna spark the people and I wanna make changes, reduce contamination, I want to reunite our people and stay together against bad things, and slowly reduce them, together, that’s what we need, a leading voice.
I understand people and I know we all have problems and I can feel that and I can transmit that through my music, I can recreate a feeling in a song, I could feel deppressed and transmit that to a song without effort, crying rivers over my keyboard asking myself in a funny way, what the fuck? am I crying…? Yes, I was and people doesn’t know that, they just know what I’m transmitting in that song, you just listen to it and you feel it.
All I’m trying to do is express feelings in my music, reach people, teach people and become a voice to help our people and fight together.
I’m Spanish and English is not my first language so I’m so so so mad that I can’t express myself the same way I do it in Spanish, but still, I hope you all understood what’s my mission and what am I fighting for.
I need money to start buying music stuff; instruments, computers, headphones, microphones, and of course, a place to live in, but that’s not your concern, you won’t donate much, and I get it. I just guarantee that 100% of the money I get, is not going to drugs, leisure or other stuff, it will all be focused on my music production and the gear I can’t afford, like I can’t afford other things… but anyways, if you want to contact me to know more or have a conversation to share thoughts I share my e-mail and paypal.me:
(You can ask me whatever you need to know this is 100% real and I’m not lying)
Thanks a lot, and remember that even if you could donate 0.10$/€ it will work for me, I’m not asking for big amounts of money, I just need help from the people to get little grains of sand and start building.
Thanks a lot.