I am a person with a very rare type of autism. I have forced-feelings (look up Wikipedia to understand) to travel whole days alone, even risking my life and usually to really far cities. I have an unidentified diesage, that I call “amplexus hyperreactionem”, which means if a woman says “no” for a hug, in better cases I became extremely nervous for hours, in the worst case, I even get a stroke or heart attack (this happened only once). I can’t make any friends, even not lovers. I was forced to make three Budsies dolls from three young woman who “disalloved me”. Because of this, I am risking up to five years in jail, and if I tell my secret to anybody, there’s a big chance that I am really going to prison. I have about 2000 euros debt to my father and about 1000 euros debt to school and government. This all because these “forced feelings”, which means “if you think something, you must do it” (physically, not literally). So I need about 10 thousand euros to buy a house for myself, to have a normal computer, and to start a new live in Ireland or maybe in the US. Now I am creating the superautist.com website, which is about “autist propaganda”, and I want to write a storybook and make a real movie about my life and autism. I also want to be a tram driver or even a writer. But in my country, Hungary, I am also in social danger, because the radical right wing politics. Right now, I also suffering from hypertonia and depression, and the government is making human experiences on me by using secret agents (I don’t know the right definition). Please help me! If I will became rich, I will donate 90% of my income, but right now, I need to be famous.