I’ve absolutely thrown everything away in the past two days…
Hey everyone, I’m just having a really bad weekend and it feels like there’s no way back, no hope, or anything good that will come after. The past 2 years have been pretty awful I haven’t been able to find a job and covid-19 really halted all of my ambition and opportunities for last year. Recently though since February I took the money I had left over and started investing in stocks and ended up doing extremely well despite some bad learning experiences 1k -> 4k portfolio and it was really seeming like I could maybe make this my full time gig as well as still doing web development stuff on upstart now. Fast forward to this weekend, I had a really bad Thursday/Friday in stocks where I didn’t jump into opportunities I knew were good mainly EBET IPO and I just felt really bad. Then I looked into Dogecoin and for some odd reason thought I had an idea of what I was dealing with. I was not prepared for crypto and its very different from investing in stocks. I just felt whenever I would buy in a massive dip would happen and I’d end up selling every time and I just couldn’t believe what was going on. I’m normally very research dependent and careful on stocks but for some reason I just kept buying in and messing up. Now I’m realizing I lost my entire account because in another smart move I basically took money I don’t have to invest believing I couldn’t possibly keep losing trying to get in at a good price. I don’t have a job at the moment and I’m just really afraid of the future since I’m thrown my main source of income away. I’m trying to stay confident that maybe I can still fix this and I’m doing absolutely sad things (GoFundMe, messaging streamers I’ve followed for a while) asking for financial assistance cause I don’t want to lose the only thing I’ve been hopeful for in a while because of being an idiot. I do understand no one should help me and its my fault but still feels absolutely awful. I just really want a restart right now. Anything would be greatly appreciated even though I know I don’t deserve it. Thanks for reading.
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