For about 20 years, since I was around 13 years old, I have been trying to help, support, heal, and challenge many people I have encountered, so they can unfold their potential and heal their wounds. I, myself, have struggled with severe depression, suicidal thoughts, and borderline personality disorder, which I have now been able to heal. Along the way, there have been many difficult events, from a bone tumor in my leg to many other painful experiences and illnesses.
I was born into a family suffering from pathological narcissism, so I was always alone during my childhood, even though they were physically present. Additionally, my mother suffered from depression, eating disorders, and borderline personality disorder. She tried to push me into illnesses to establish a connection between us since she was constantly sick and spent time in the hospital every few months.
In my life, I have experienced bullying, humiliation, physical abuse, choking, emotional torment, and manipulation from my friends, partner, family, and eventually myself. People who love me have also verbally called me everything. Unlovable, scum, psychopath… I’ve heard it all.
Nonetheless, I have always fought against my inner hatred, trying to see beyond the masks and actions, staying in love, and leading others towards greater awareness. I managed to heal my body, mind, and soul, and I also helped my partner overcome alcoholism and narcissism and a lot of other people to overcome their problems.
Unfortunately, I had to cut off contact with my family for self-protection, so I dont get any support from my family.
I love people, and I love the world. I recognize their pain and the source of their hatred and violence, and I want to continue helping myself and others become more conscious so they can heal their emotional wounds.
I aim for more joy, love, and abundance in our world. The past has consumed a lot of my energy, and amidst all the efforts, financial matters got neglected.
I gladly helped all of them, but now, dear souls, I kindly ask for your financial support to lend me a helping hand. I urgently need time to rest and recharge, as otherwise, I might collapse. I need time to learn how to cultivate myself financially so that I can help others too. But if I become ill, I won’t be able to heal anyone else. Please be so kind and assist me.
I was giving so much. Thousands of times, I have helped, endured, borne, understood, listened, and turned a blind eye…even if they called me so much.
Because I love you all and I understandyou.
But this time, its me who need help. Currently, I have debts amounting to approximately 20,000€.
I just need a bit of financial help so I have time to heal and restore energy, so I can become healthy and strong again and be the spriritual guide I now Iam and help others to more awarreness.
Thank you to all of you, that you exist :)