Hi there, my name is Christian and I don’t even know where to start but I am a 30 years old I have mental disabilities which stopped me from moving forward major depressive, anxiety, schizophrenia and because of all that I have become dependent on alcohol more so in the past but I want to be honest. It’s really hard to speak about and I know it’s something that usually isn’t heard of or at least I feel like it is I am in abusive relationship and I’m trying to find a way to get back on my feet. In 2021 December I thought I got a way to get there but it means of assistance for a trailer meaning I got help but this homeless help place and when they agreed to help me they knew that I had pending charges I would have been on probation for the next 3 years but unfortunately I violated and long story short I had to pull my time during the first 3 days of me being in jail they came and made sure in the worst way possible that they took my place I had everything I owned in there and they just threw it out which is very frustrating because it’s all I ever owned and it’s all gone. So that was why when I got out which I only pulled 67 days but it was my first 67 days in jail and I wish and Hope that it will be my last 67 or any days in jail I wanted to put all that behind me and I’m glad I did but when I got out I had no house no family to take me in because they were disappointed and there’s some of the decisions I’ve made and decisions that I cannot help but I came out and I had one person and she is the love of my life but also she makes the rules. She has cheated, lied, manipulated, punches, cut and stabbed me and left me for dead and was mostly the reason I even went to jail. But I am a fool because I kept running back because she was the only person in the world who “wanted” me. See my mental health makes me weird and I was sexually abused as a child as well as physically abused and I even think it but I’m weird. I latch onto people and I believe she uses this against me. I got outta jail and only had one place to go her place.. she won’t let me leave and she hates me when I’m here I’ve tried to run she puts a knife to her throat and I can’t have that on my concise and idk what to do anymore because I’m at rock bottom I have no one to turn to if that wasn’t enough information I have tons more LOL but to be honest I need help and I want to be up front and honest so what I really need are just a few things, I really badly need a vehicle that is trustworthy and that runs as good on gas, and second would be enough to maybe buy a camper I need somewhere to go and I need a running vehicle. My truck’s on his last leg I have an 89 Toyota pickup but while I was in jail blah blah blah blah… I don’t know how much those two things would cost but if anything please help me with something I have no income cuz I just lost my job due to my own failures and stress at home I totally lost my Pizza Hut delivery job in about a week and a half which was embarrassing as hell but I didn’t know how to tell the boss that I haven’t been texting he didn’t care either way when I started to mention it so yeah. If anything please donate me something so I can get at least a hotel room so I can get some sleep I’m only asking for $100 if it’s just going to be money but if I can get any more help it would mean the world so I don’t want to bore you too much but at the end of the day either way thank you for reading my story or a piece of it I’m just trying to keep back to being able to do something for myself because if I don’t figure out something I don’t know what might happen to me but thank you for reading.
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