My name is Kelly I don’t know what else to do I am very embarrassed that I’m even doing this it just came up in my mind that’s how worried I am thinking on stop of what I can possibly do I saw Google hasn’t answer for anything so I actually Google to ask for help in this website came up. I am 41 years old I have four kids my youngest is 11 her father passed away 2 years ago September right now I don’t have a place to live and she’s staying with her grandma who lives in bad health that is her father’s mom. My mom got diagnosed with stage for lung cancer 3 and 1/2 years ago my mom is my soulmate my best friend my everything had to take time off work to help my mom my mom was on disability section 8 in a one-bedroom apartment and I had to go there to help her she was doing okay at first and then she started having to do the chemo and lost her hair and then she had to go to the hospital for A few months she passed away right at home on hospice with me September 5th this year 2022 at 11:00 p.m. she was in a lot of pain and I would really scared I always said if I lost my mom you would have to put me away and throw away the key but obviously that’s not the case but I have never had a stepping Stone on my father passed away from lung cancer in 2015 they were divorced since I was fine I have been on my own as a single mom my kids my whole life live in day by day working as a waitress and bartender I have a good heart and I have a hard time saying no a lot of people is taking advantage of me I have a hard time seeing and I would do anything I could for somebody it’s really hard for me to ask her how but I’m going to download spiral and it’s so bad that I don’t know what to do my mom is gone I can’t stand her apartment I am literally homeless I have acquaintances I wouldn’t even say friends that are helping me but they’re asking for $150 a weekend rent along with food and I do not have it I was panhandling at a gas station the other day because I was scared and I needed to get the money for rent my daughter is 11 and she needs her mother I see her often but her grandma had to take her to Arkansas because she is financially unstable as well I grew up living between my mom and dad my dad did okay when he met my stepmom he stopped talking to me I didn’t get to say goodbye to him it seems like everybody I know has something that happens where they get some kind of money from something where they have a stepping stone all I need is a chance I just need to be able to get my own place for starters I do clean houses and I am able to get a job but not having a permanent residency is my problem and my hands are tied my other three children are all over 18 and I’m blessed with great kids and they still need help too and it’s sad when my children see Me suffering and want to help me I should be the other way around all I want is to be comfortable I don’t want to be rich I just want to have a roof over my head and be able to pay my bills I am a very genuine good-hearted person that has had a streak of bad luck and I’m human and having some bad choices in the past but right now I am on my knees praying for something to come in I am not asking for a lot anything would help right now I really need a roof over my head and the couple that I live with are having financial problems too and they need to run out their room to somebody that can actually pay as long as I can give them $150 a week or $600 a month I can stay there with all utilities but there are many places is all utilities included for 4 or 500 that if I just had enough money to put down I can go to I have applied for jobs and please it’s hard to get to work if anybody can just understand that I have nobody but myself to count on and I’m just asking for a blessing of stopping Stone just something to wear I can actually do something, make an investment my Sandia 15 years was murdered right next to me in 2016 from an armed robbery he was charging immediately we were just trying to go home after eating a dinner and stop for gas and it was the wrong place at the wrong it was horrible my mom was there for me I had to go to trial and got that position cuz I was only person in the car even though everything was answering he was loving my life and the father of my three children after he passed away my life got really hard and then a couple years later my mom got sick and the two people that I always said that no matter what happened I know 100% they love me unconditionally and I love them unconditionally with my fiance Steven and my mother Haley I’ve been without my mother’s September 5th 2022 and it’s really hard she was the one person that I can turn to I always had a place to go and even though I didn’t have a job just being with her and taking care of her having a beautiful day and flew in my belly and knowing and my mom was cared for it was enough for me she was so worried it felt so bad that she didn’t have any money for me for when she passed it was really hard on me I have brothers and sisters too but it’s a dysfunctional family and we all do the best we can for my mom and any little extra money I had went in that helping for that everything I am saying is true you guys might be laughing reading this maybe it’s not very professional but I am giving my heart and soul letting you guys know 100% what I’m going through in the real story I know it doesn’t make a lot of sense but my fancy Steve for passing 2016 he was a father of my three little children he’s been gone I do have a 11 year old daughter it’s a difficult situation I explained but she has a different father named Ron he passed away which is very unique also on September 5th of 2020 from colvin he had COPD and I don’t know at home my daughter has no father and has unable to take care of her and is with her grandma who has health problems she needs to be in the stable home which I am trying so hard to provide I’ve had a string of bad luck and there’s only up or down and I can’t go down any farther so I really need to move on like I said it is the truth I’m not on your responsible person by any means I just don’t have any money to survive and I have no stuffing stones, no real estate, property, money put away in the bank that most people my age should have I was emancipated at 16 years old I had my oldest son at 18 and I just started really young and I was very naive and thought I was all grown up if there is anyway to turn back I could but I can’t I can’t squeeze but I have a turn off this is embarrassing him many of you might have your opinions but I am a very sweet Santa girl who has been through a lot of trauma between a fancy getting murdered in my dad father dying my dad dying in 2015 and my mom getting sick and just passing away September 5th 2022 she was the best mom I can ever ask for and I miss her very much and I always had my mom to help me even though she struggled too she did anything for me all of her children I know she’s even better place I just know that she was very worried about me and hang up hang on as long as she could because the fear of me not having her I promise her that I would be okay if she knows I’m a very strong smart girl I just need a little help and when I say I don’t have anybody I honestly mean I do I wish I did I am a Christian and I don’t go to church but I want to and I am going to start I can definitely ask for prayers and I’m really not trying to give us some story I just am going on 100% the truth and I don’t know what else to say like I said it’s not more professional thing basically if there’s anybody out there that can help me in any way get on my feet I just want to be able to get a job have stability and start a life and I understand that it’s all up to me and the path that I take and make for myself and I can do a lot for myself but honestly I’m sure you guys have to understand that unfortunately in life if you don’t have money it’s really hard to get by and that’s the problem I have the means to get high I just need to stop being Stone the main reason I’m asking for money it’s emergency money it’s basically to have a place to live and get by I don’t want to be on the street and I’m really close to it I would appreciate anything I really would and I don’t know how this works if I would even get the name of anybody but if there was a way I would let you guys know my progress in life please wish me luck and pray for me and anybody that helps me God bless you and I appreciate it I know this is long and probably drawn out but I’m also nervous and I really don’t know what to say but I need help and I’m explaining my situation thank you very much love everybody thanks again for at least listening 😉 PS I apologize there’s probably a lot of typos I am using the microphone instead of the keyboard so that explains if some word don’t make sense… Love always sincerely,Kelly;-)