Hi to whomever came across my story.
My whole life I have been living with a mother who has kicked me out over any argument or disagreement. My step father supports her actions and it’s very much a two against one. When I was younger I stayed with my dad and my mom realized she couldn’t kick me out much but at my age now, she doesn’t see it as owing me anything.
In 2021, I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. I was hospitalized five times and tried to commit suicide twice. The second time I did, my mother kicked me out a couple of days after returning from the hospital and I was bouncing from my grandmas to my fathers to my ex boyfriends. Finally, she asked if I wanted to come home and I said yes and set some ground rules. She promised she would pay for my therapy in order to get better from BPD because I had absolutely no will to live and it is quite expensive and I got put on a shorter wait list to go private versus public. My therapy is 800$ a month and the reason I signed the contract with them to commit was because I was told it would be covered. After I started, she refused to pay and told me that my work insurance will cover it, which it did but it ran out recently. I am in so much debt at the moment and overdrawn because I am paying off previous debts when I was homeless and jobless, and my therapy. I have asked my work for more hours however they have not listened and I am actively trying to find another job. I had to drop out of university this semester even though I do want my degree. I am extremely lost and have nobody to depend on. My father is not willing to help me because he feels it would be giving my mom what she wants, which is for him to take responsibility.
I am looking for quite a high amount of money, because I need to be on my own and moved out, as well as pay off my debts which I’ve attached a photo of, plus my therapy. I get payed around 1700$ a month before taxes from work but it has not covered much of the debt I owe and also I have amounts owing at my clinic.
Anything helps and I really appreciate and wish love and prosperity to anyone who is willing to help me. I am forever grateful for you, please know that.