Hello, all. My name is Makayla and somewhere along the way, I lost my ability to control my financial situation. Like most young adults, I was cocky with my money when I first started working. Never had to worry about where it was going cause I knew (or so I thought) I’d always have it. Granted, I took care of business as I am half responsible for my household. Yet, nonetheless, my money was mine to do as I pleased. Then, my father needed to come up with the cash to get his mother in a care facility so I offered my entire savings (4000). In very small increments, I was paid back but it was never enough to get me back on my feet the way I was. My own personal life was hitting a new low. Relationship failing, direction in life unclear… depression hit. What better way to escape than spend money on temporary pleasure, right? I was manipulated by my ex into getting a $4500 limit credit card that I could earn points on when I took flights to visit him. It was our way of trying to save the relationship by me being able to travel to him (while also placing myself in a hole). I knew the card was a bad idea as I was having problems paying off everything else after giving up my savings. Yet, I went along with it. Most of that money was spent trying to get myself therapy because I just felt so overwhelmed by bills piling up, rent going up etc. I’ve since had to take out more loans than anyone should ever have to. Every check I earn from work is strictly to pay off loans. I’ve felt completely worthless at times because of inability to properly provide. My family and I are struggling each month and we are expected I move out and go separate ways by August. It’s not only myself that I want to get help, it’s them as well. I’m praying that one (or a few) of you kind souls are willing to spare whatever you can so I can support myself and my family the way I was able to. It’s tough exposing yourself to strangers you’ve never met. It’s hard having to set aside pride and ask ANYONE that’s willing help. Even if it’s just a listening ear. However, it’s even more difficult and heartbreaking watching yourself and your family deteriorate due to money. Money isn’t everything but it’s everything we need right NOW. Again, I am already forever grateful to anyone who just takes the time to read this. It’s a relief all on its own to be able to address it. Thank you ❤️
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