This isn’t an emergency, though my mind may be acting like it is. It’s self induced problems due to what many would consider mistakes, something that everyone makes, yet the government and society aren’t too forgiving to mistakes. They don’t realize every single person is actually a human being, but they treat people different… yet fight for equality… sorry, I went down a rabbit hole. I’m in a terribly bad spot. I’m literally stressed to the max, that depression and suicide have taken over. Granted, I won’t do the latter, I’m past that. I’m literally now in desperation mode. I don’t know where to go. I don’t know who to turn to. Who can actually help. I’ve practically exhausted every option I can think of and have been denied or told no, or simply ignored. I don’t know where to turn to. But now I’m coming to you, in the most gracious and sincere way. I need some financial help. It’s hard to swallow pride. But, you do what you gotta do. Or maybe at least try. Simply just ask. I need financial assistance. I’m behind majorly on my bills, and I won’t lie and say and I didn’t make a couple mistakes along the way, but unfortunately life does happen. I’m not gonna beat myself up or paint myself badly by going into details, just know that it got so bad, I contemplated suicide for 4 days, just a few days ago. I hit a mental low point, the lowest I have ever hit in my life. I looked at life, and totally questioned my existence and felt like a complete failure. Thankfully I have come up from that, and am not at that point anymore. Now I’m still here trying to fix my life, anyway possible. This isn’t me trying pull heartstrings or anything like that. I’m just keeping it real, and unfortunately things aren’t good right now. Understand, I did find light at the end of the tunnel, and tbh, that’s what pulled me out of my funk, so I am thankful for it. I found out I am getting my retirement from the Marine Corps, not 20 year retirement, but the money that I have been putting into my TSP, (the military’s 401k) the last 11 years. I am absolutely, for sure, getting approximately $7,000 in about 7 weeks. Which is great and all, but I got money problems now. I can’t get anything from a bank, all my family is broke, it’s literally an unfortunate situation that I admit I created on my own, obviously not on purpose. But, how do you explain to society, to strangers, that actions that were fully in your control, didn’t go as planned? It makes you feel like complete crap. Useless. The unfortunate part, I’m too intelligent of a person to be feeling this way, to be experiencing these situations. Yet, here I am. You are aware of how much I am getting, and I promise you, whatever the amount that you may possibly and graciously loan me, I will pay you back 100% ROI. I will literally double your money. Because it’s about the best gesture I think I can do, to show I am appreciative. Thank you!