Hi, I have never done this kind of thing before. I am actually mad at myself for lowering my pride like this. The Bible says pride is also a sin I know. I have found myself with out a job and I thought I could make the difference up by driving for Lyft, it is proving to be difficult at best and I find that my bills will not be covered. I do have a job offer, the position does not start until August 26 2019, by this time I will not have the rent of 875.00, car, 195.00, Insurance, 151.00 electric , internet , phone so on … My bills do total about 1602.00 per month and with the August bills becoming due and by the time I start my new position the September ones will be due, I am scared to death that I will end up homeless again. I am typically a strong woman, and would rather eat dirt than ask for help.
I do have family but the thing is that they are worse off than I or at least the in the same financial situation. I am not even trying to get it all paid just asking if someone is able and willing to help me out of a bad situation, I would deeply appreciate it. You see the stories online and in the news where amazing things happen to people all the time life changing help and favor. Every time I see one of those stories I cry and in the back of my mind I think that kind of thing never happens to people like me. Here I am asking for a strangers generosity to save me from my self induced plight. I am a good person God fearing, and I pray that this message is found by the same. I pray that it is in God’s will to grant me a blessing of this magnitude. I am ashamed to say I am a 52 year old failure and that I am aware of the fact that the decisions I made in the past are the reason my life is so difficult now. I accept that responsibility. I have however been on a good path to recovering with my financial status raising the credit score to a “fair ” rating from nothing, I have been paying bills early and on time for a while and then this happened. I just need someone willing to grant me enough money to pay the bills and live until the new job kicks in. I am pretty sure I can take care of my bills with 3000.00 and still be able to live, ( food, necessities,etc.).
If there is someone out there and this is a legitimate thing, I hope you can find in your heart to save me from this crazy mess life has placed me in. I do not live a lavish lifestyle, nor do I have drinking and drug problem. I do not have a criminal record, I just have made bad choices along my path and have now come to a place where I am working it all out. I know it is late in the game, but giving up is not an option, I need to stand behind my new life choices and I need to succeed. I just need a little help with this right now.