I am not sure how to start this, so I will try to go from the very beggining.
I am a young brazilian woman who have always liked to study.
I used to live in South America and I was writing a thesis about poor human settlements and housing issues in marginalized areas of my city. After I finished my research I was able to get the opportunity to study in a very good architecture university in Europe. My parents encourage me to go, even though the expenses were not easy to pay for. For years they struggle a lot trying to provide for me the conditions to live this experience. As the years has passed, my country suffered with political excaldals and our money started to worth less and less, making it impossible for my parents to keep helping me. As a young adult I felt more than capable to go after a job so I started cleaning people’s houses, working in restaurants, everything I could find. But my classes at university took a big part of my day (from 9am to 18pm) so I had to work always at night period.
One time I tried working on a night club and I could see how foreign woman was being treated in this context, we were all looking for a opportunity or a way to survive but must people just saw us as prostitutes even though no one of us was doing this kind of job. I met a lot of bad people and I suffered a lot of prejudice. And since I was working so much and only sleeping 4 hours a day I started to not do so well at university and now I dont know if I will even be able to finish my course. I am going to be honest here, I am just exhausted. I am alone in a foreign country, with no help from anyone and no hope of getting out of this situation. I can’t do this anymore and I need to go back to my family.
I need 5.000Euro so I am able to fix my situation, go back to my country, settle there and maybe buy a new computer so I can go back to my researches and try to get a job, grow in life. I know I am in a big mess right now and it was all because of my own choices, because I decided to try this life in europe and because I thought I was capable to do it all by myself. I was never good at asking for help but I am being humble and honest regarding my situation and life story hoping that the kindness of strangers can save me this time. I just want my old life back.
My paypal link is: paypal.me/mussbianka
Any help is welcome.