My life story
So it begins with me, a young man, who failed on life. My parents educated me, but i was drawn to the dark side of the teenage life. Got into alcohol and gambling, and in like no time i got addicted without even realizing that.
At the age of 23 i started making debts all around, since i was not working. I know i was a parasite of this society (please, if you can don’t judge). As i said, i got a lot of debts, so i started working, trying to earn some money to pay back what i owe… But i failed again.. I got a credit from a bank (15.000 $) to pay all my debts, and this is the moment where i made a big mistake. The monthly pay was more than half of my salary, which i didn’t payed attention when i signed the papers.. Two months later, the only person that kept me on the right path left me, cause i was a mess..
That was a devastating moment. I lost myself again in alcohol and cigarettes, and was about to lose my job too (but managed to keep that).
I realized then i need to make a change, to work on myself and get rid of these toxic and destructive habits, and i did..
I got rid of all the alcohol in the house, and stopped buying cigarettes, and i’m proud to say that now I’m 1 year sober.. It feels great… Oh, and started to talk with my ex-girlfriend again. She keeps telling me that she loved me, and she still does, but can’t be with a guy that’s a mess. And want me to prove that i can do the right thing and be supportive in the family.. And i can understand her… She want a man, not the mess i was..
I’m fighting to get a fresh start in life, trying everyday and working hard for that.. But the problem I’m having is that the bank is keeping me in place. Taking more than half of my salary, is kinda hard to live from one month to another.And i took some time to think this over, i know is not ok to ask people for money, but i hope that if there are people that can feel me, or understand what is to make a BIG mistake in life (and the power needed to realize and start making a change), will know how much little support can do.
I’m only trying to raise the money to cover the credit from the bank. But no matter if you will help me even a little, i did this mostly to ease the pain, tell my story, and maybe if there are peoples reading this that got trough what i’m going, I just wanna tell you, keep up the good work, heads up, and keep fighting. Don’t give up on life.
‘Cause even when is hard, life is beautiful. Thank you for taking the time to read, God bless you all, and if you can’t help, please say one prayer for me. Hope i will be able to make my parents proud, and make myself a family i can be proud of.
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