Hi, I am here to ask your help to cover living expenses.
I have debilitating chronic fatigue and quite strong pain all over. It’s quite difficult to do daily chores nevermind work. I could and have gotten burn out from working just one day. I have all the symptoms of chronic fatigue syndrome and fibromialgia or as the modern term is M.E. i.e. mialgic encephalomielitis. I have gone to medical doctors for these complaints but everything I got from them was “go to another specialist!”, or ” you are imagining it”, “everything is in your head”, “you are depressed”. So I had to go through medical gaslighting as many many other women. I just felt so helpless, desperate, hopeless, defeated and so much more on top of all the daily suffering I have to endure. My country and the system in it have abdicated for me. They don’t want to acknowledge that I am unable to work because of a medical condition and cal me crazy and lazy. I know what I feel. And I need help to support myself through my journey to recovery. Since little girl I felt discomfort and little energy but my parents decided to not care for me. It was pretty challenging growing up with all the physical and emotional pain collected inside me. In my 20s I got burn out that I have not recovered from. More than 5 years ago I got sick with what my doctor said was flu. I am not recovered from that either. Now I live at home and the tension is unbearable. I need money to at least cover food, warm, some new shoes and clothes in order to alleviate the situation at home. I also have to pay my therapist who has helped me tremendously. With his help I got rid of depression just a few months into the therapy which happened couple years before I attempted to get help from medical doctors. The bill is around 1300 euro. I also would like to get supplements to support my body and that could become expensive but I know my body needs it. It is so hard to do every day things like shopping, cooking, taking a shower, going for a walk. Often I have to choose between two because I can’t do all of them in one day and do just 2 or 3 per day. It’s boring, frustrating and embarrassing. I am also embarrassed to be in a position to have to ask strangers for financial help. I want to live and experience life. I want to go outside and not get sick. I want to feel warm and enjoy the weather without the need to get 2 or 3 layers of clothes more than the others on me and my baggage because I feel cold. I want to not to have to change every couple of hours because I have perspired so much that 2-3 layers of clothes are wet. I want to be able to go out with friends and not needing to sit down and even lie down after just minutes of standing. Yet that is my life. And more. When I get the question “how are you” I don’t know what to say as I don’t want to affirm I am in pain or tired or anything bad.
If you have the heart to help me you can donate to http://paypal.me/ykbg48
I need about 10 000 euro.
Thank you!!