I lost my son 2 years ago, he was deeply depressed and he was found dead in his truck. It was during the awful covid time and we still don’t know what happened. No autopsy was performed because so many covid deaths, no funeral because the governor of our state ruled no services, viewing or anything during that time. 10 of us got 5 min. At the cemetery and that was it. Six months later my brother died from heart surgery complications. 2 months later my father died in a nursing home from covid. I was going through so much and got no emotional support from my husband . We had to take the savings we had to bury my son because of no insurance, and my husband resented because it was his stepson and he didn’t understand depression. Things kept getting worse until we wound up separating, with him taking what money we had, he said it was his. I’ve been on disability for 7 years after working 30 years. I was left with some debt in my name with no help from him. I got to stay in the home but I get no help from him. I also have 2 grandchildren that live with me. Sad to say I have borrowed money from some high interest places and have gotten in a hole that I desperately need to get out of. If anyone could help no matter how little I would be so grateful. I think if I could just pay off the high interest loans and get that debt off of me that I could make it. Any help would be so gratefully appreciated. Pic of my son because he was the best son in the world! After getting divorced he just slowly became more depressed until God called him home. Thank you for any help.