I’m 29-year-old women in desperate need of help and I thank whoever takes time to read this post.
If I think back, my problems really began in march 2020 when I suddenly lost my dad from a heart attack. He was 59 and 5 minutes before the ‘accident’ we talked like normal…and then everything changed and I had to do first aid on him which unfortunately didn’t work…
The night we lost him, we (my mom and I) felt like our world stopped. Our mental health suffered and we really didn’t know how and if we could continue without him because he played a big part in everything.
But we continued and I had to go back to work because now I was the only one capable of bringing money on the table (my mom has health problems so she has a little pension but unfortunately, it’s nowhere near sufficient to live a normal life in our times). At that time, I worked as a secretary in a hospital so when the pandemic really hit in France a few weeks later, I felt like everything that could go wrong will go wrong.
And in a sense, it was true. My mom fell into a really bad depression and tried to take her life, we lost pets (that are real family members for us), friends began to disappear from our lives, our savings began to crumble and even with all that I tried to hold on.
Back to today. I went back to live with my mom because life expenses are too high and I can’t keep helping her and paying for my own bills so we both decided that it’s easier to just live together until it gets better.
As of right now, we don’t have any saving left, the French tax center demands that we pay 8000€, I have vet bills for my dog and horse for over 1500€ to pay and we both have credits up to 10 000€ to pay back to the bank so as you can see it’s not an easy time to go through and we don’t know how to get through that so that is why I’m hoping that somebody is willing to help us out even if it’s just a little.
My mental health is at its lowest right now and I feel like I’m drowning… I really hope that kindness still exist and that somebody will be able to help me.
Thank you for reading until now and if you are able to help, here is my PayPal : paypal.me/mellsch