My name is Kelly and I’ve never asked for help from strangers before but I’m to the point where I don’t have any other options. First I would like to give you my background. I want you that it is not going to be a pleasant read. From 5 years old my grandfather molested me up to when I was 8 years old and he died and my mother knew and did nothing and she said that my grandfather was sick and I needed to support him, 12 years old I was raped at a school basketball game and I was a virgin, 14 years old 3 guys raped me at a party, 15 years old my dad committed suicide and they said I killed him, 15 years old my mom gave me to the state and I had to listen to her tell the judge that I was an accident and she never wanted me and I watched her walk away and I never saw her again until I went looking for her when I was 18, my whole life has been hell since I was a baby. you know my mother tried to give birth to me in the toilet to drown me. she never fed me or hugged me when I was a baby my dad caught her putting some liquid in my bottle. the only person who loved me was my dad, but he killed himself 4 days after Christmas. A few years ago two men kidnapped me and had me for 8 months moving from state to state and in that time people would pay to do things to me like I was raped many times they did many things like they put out cigarettes on my body and put a knife inside my privates and cut everything inside and many other things. For 8 months every day and almost 24 hours a day people were in that room with me doing horrible things to me. my daughters don’t talk to me. My mom put a lot of lies in their heads about me. My son is the only one who cares but he also put a gun to my head because I gave him 400 and he wanted more and I said no. I was with my ex for three years. For two and a half years or more, he told me that I was ugly, fat, and old. I was no good at all and he was the only man who would be with me He said these things every day. I started to believe him. I couldn’t look in the mirror without crying. I have attempted suicide almost 20 times and I can’t seem to die. They always bring me back. One doctor told me I was a walking miracle They had no explanation for why I didn’t die. Now I have moved back to Tennessee from New York and have been living a nightmare since I got here. TennCare (state insurance) denied me 3 times before they realized that I am on SSI and automatically qualify for TennCare. I suffer from PTSD, agoraphobia, generalized anxiety, and major depressive disorder but can’t get medication or therapy because all the psychiatrists here specialize in addictions and I don’t have any addictions. I’ve called everywhere but no one knows how to help me. I want to leave here but that takes money and I don’t have any money. I’m asking for whatever you are willing to give, but my goal is $5,000. That is enough to get a car and a place to live in a new state. PLEASE HELP ME!!!
My PayPal link is paypal.me/lizgrfn