Am PRASHANTH KUMAR and am from India, am 33 years old…
I came from below middle class poor family, am married , i got love marriage in 2005. we both likes a lot , but our parents didn’t agreed to our marriage so we had to decide to come outside from home to get married. we got married now living together and blessed with two female kids. To look after my family well , to lead our life i was doing a marketing job in private company.
I did lot of mistakes in my life to settle well, i never kept money for future settlement and did lot of borrows from friends , colleagues, well wishers and family members. I started a business with borrowed money, due to my irresponsibility and very less concentration on work that business collapsed. Every month interests are raising and principal amount is still there, now am earning just maximum 15000 rupees only per month , this amount is not enough even to survive my life , i can’t pay interests. with this all tensions i can’t doing work properly also. every day , every moment getting tension thoughts. all my borrowers are very good and trusted me lot that i’ll give their money back , even they are in problems i can’t helped them because i have no money. whatever i have to pay their money compulsory, now they all are gathered and torchuring me a lot, nobody listening to me . I have no time to earn that huge money to settle all borrows money. Age is raising , if i will work for life time i can’t pay that money with my earnings . Nothing source is here in front of me and i have no alternate way to settle . when could i solve these problems? when could i look good my family? When could i give good future to my children? Daily daily dissolving my strengths and hopes.If ,with all these tensions anything harm happens to me? what about my family? If i did , behaved like responsible in past, this will not happen to my family and my borrowers. All problems are because of me only , am the responsible person for everything.I left my family in my rented house and since one year am living alone in other place from my hometown because of my borrowers. My children suffering.crying for Dad. Am a stupid father. No father will make them suffer like this. All these irritating me shameless, their study disturbed , their little hearts suffering….i can’t bearing ……………
I can’t bearing these tensions, now we have decided to get suicide. Because we have no option. Nobody is here to help us , i can’t live without my family…..they also never live without me. If anybody help us, i never do like past. i live very responsible for my children future. So much shame came in to my life , now i learned a lot about life that how to be and how not be. God never help directly and god never give another chance to rectify mistakes, he will make and give help from others who are gained help from god with others. Respected donors we are begging you that please help us, please give life us, please give chance to live us. We have no much time to time escape. The only solution is money help. If anybody help us i will also make help to suffering people when i relaxed from these tensions and when i earn money. why because i knew money problems life. Present i have 35 lakhs rupees (currency in Indian money) debts. please help us…please save us….
please understand situation, i swear on my children this is all true
Am not asking , begging you. If nobody will not help us , we have only that way …………. if anyone respond little longer? I think we can’t be here to get help. Situation very very crucial . Even i don’t have money to stay and eat since two days. Death is calling us.
I love my family… My life and live on decisions…… Thanking you
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Am not very good in English…little better
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