I’ll try to be as short as possible….. Starting with 6 years ago I moved up here to North Florida with my mom and she passed away shortly after we moved here and I was left here with no family just me and my kids not long after that I met a man and fell in love with them and he turned out to be very abusive and beat me up all the time and because of that I ended up losing my kids to the department of children and families came and took them away last year and I have not seen them for over a year. All because of a man beating me up and putting his hands on me when he shouldn’t. I had a job up until the abusive relationship and of course lost it because of that and when I lost my job I no longer can pay my property taxes on my mom’s house so I’m very close to losing it due to not being able to pay back $25,000 that I had to borrow to pay my property taxes last year for 3 years that were behind. When I lost my kids a year ago I completely lost my mind and did not know what to do because I never imagined having to live without my kids period do you have kids?? If so then you know how much a mother loves their kids because I know you love yours just as much. So shortly after I lost my kids I lost my mind like I said and I started doing drugs and doing bad things that I shouldn’t have been doing and hear the last eight months I have been doing completely opposite and not getting myself into bad situations or putting myself around bad people that can get me in trouble or make me do things I’m not supposed to do.
I could really use some help to get my life going back even more on the right track and pay a lot of bills that I and behind on and pay for things that I have not been able to have in a long time because I have not had the money to do it because I don’t have a job and maybe even pay a down payment on a lawyer to try to help me get my kids back. I really can’t live without them much longer 💔😪
Evdn through all of the bad things I’ve been through I try my best to keep a positive outlook on life and things but it’s very hard not to give up sometimes and I don’t do people wrong because I would not want someone to do something wrong to me. God is my best friend I don’t know if you believe in God or are religious or not but if it wasn’t for God I would not be alive right now after they took my kids I would not have been able to live and God wants us to be good to people even when people are not good to us, very often I have l to stop and think and remember that God does not want me to be bad to someone just because they were wrong to me! He does not want me to say bad or mean things or be wrong to anyone, wants me to still be good to them and not be mean or disrespectful so that’s what I do for the most part.
I don’t know if you are having problems with money in your life or what your situation is financially or anything like that if that it may be. Whenever I think about getting my life back on track and I would love to be able to pay all the things I need to pay. I just say a prayer for the others that are way less fortunate than me and ask God to be with them. I hope you are doing well im going to keep my faith that one day I could possibly see the light at the end of the tunnel. Ya’ll pray for me also because God knows that its hard sometimes.