My name is kalee I just turned 25 on the 21st of june. On June 13th I ended up having a severe anxiety attack, I’ve never had one before but to sum it up I thought I was having a seizure. Whole body started tingling and I was slowly losing the ability to move until it was like my whole body was cramping n twitching. I managed to dial 911 and tried explaining what was happening but couldn’t really talk but I had my 3 year old and 2 and a half month old boys on the bed in front of me screaming n crying It was just me and my kids. They eventually showed up n after they evaluated me, explained what happened and cleared me. They left and the next day a DCF worker showed up because a fire rescue person called n said there was black mold, soft floors and my oldest was only wearing a diaper that was wet… take into consideration I was laying there for about 45 mins to an hour from when I first noticed the tingling to when the ems showed up. I couldn’t change him during that time. Well he walked through the house and evaluated the kids and losing them isn’t an option. I have no living family, my boyfriend and the father to the kids is currently in jail for VOP for driving without a license in his way to work. That he ended up losing because of that incident. He has no family either. We had a mutual friend that agreed to let me and the kids stay for the 2 week grace period to give me time to get something more stable arranged. Her house is infested with cockroaches so bad they greet you at the door. They crawl all over us when we’re trying to sleep which we’re on the couch. The end of the 2 weeks is coming up on the 27th and if I don’t have something set up or at least in the process then they’re going to extend us for another 2 weeks but if after that I still don’t have anything they’ll be taking the kids… between now and then I don’t have any other options that can help us find a place that DCF will approve. And honestly I don’t know how we’re going to deal with another 2 weeks with these roaches. I’ve already got them in my car and I’ve only been here a week and a half roughly. I found a place not far from the unsafe house which is my mom’s which is disabled and unable to repair the bosue. There’s a 2 bedroom 1 bath for rent With first and last month and security deposit it’s 3,100 to move in and it’ll be ready next week. DCF is trying to get daycare set up for the kids so I can get a job to maintain rent but I’m still looking and applying and so far haven’t heard anything back. So I’m hoping to get a job for the following months rent but it’s not certain as of now. I’ve exhausted all my options and am left right where I started. Im not one to ask or at this point beg for help but I’m out of options if you can’t tell with this website but if I lose my kids I lose my will to live and I just can’t lose them to the system. I’m all they know and they’re my whole world. And honestly I’m desperate for any help. Also I’ve tried applying for loans only to be denied. Being a single mother I’m not able to work and can’t afford daycare to try an get a job. I’m hoping DCF can help with daycare until I can get back on my feet. But I’m on a timeline and anything I can make happen sooner rather than later is a must. Any help will be appreciated more than I can describe. Thank you. paypal.me/kaleesmoot