I’m a 36 yo man, italian, who from 2 years started to learn the meaning of loosing.
I’ve lost the most important person in my life, the main support of my soul, my mother.
When a you loose someone over sickness, some bad thoughts appear, like blaming yourself if anything could have done better.
Been living the last 2 years in autopilot, drowning in my emotions and guided by them.
Now I have to pay the consequences for that too, broken shoulder from an accident on an electric scooter (thanks god only I was involved).
Another consequence is facing my bank debt almost 45.000 euros which is not huge and I’m humbly asking support not to close it but to keep it out of my thoughts at least for a few month.
That amount is paid for almost 900 euros monthly so any thought or any help is better than nothing,
I still have a strong will to regain control over my life, even if it’s very difficult in this very dark moment to have a clear direction.
Maybe I’m not alone alone.. and that’s why I still have faith in people.