Hello, everybody. My name is Ana and I am 38 years old. I have a rare and degenerative disease, called chiari malformation and I also have syringomyelia, which is an associated pathology. Forgive me if my English is bad, I live in Spain and found this place by chance, while I was looking for a way to earn money at home, since I am unable to work. I had a normal life, until one day, suddenly, the symptoms began to manifest suddenly. My right side of the body fell asleep from head to toe, I can move it, but it is corked and without sensibility, I can’t use my right hand, cut a single fillet, my vision is double and I can’t walk without help, I can’t bathe alone, I can’t do food or a lot of things for which I was always independent. I got the social security to give me an electric wheelchair, because not being able to leave home alone was plunging me into grief and that gave me back some life. I live with my partner, she’s a woman too, just like me. But she works 12 hours a day, she can hardly ever be with me and when she is at home, she has to take care of the tasks that I can’t do, cleaning, food, my bathroom? It hurts me not to be able to help her and that she has so much work. Her salary, after all, is 950 euros and my pension is 730, we do not even reach 1800 euros between 2. I don’t want to go into too much detail, but the situation is difficult because I need a house that is adapted for me and a bigger car. Don’t think that I ask someone to give me a house or a car, although that would be great, but I don’t dream so high and I don’t aspire to have my whole life solved. I just need (and that’s a lot) to pay off the debts that accumulated when I had to leave my job. I have tried to get ahead and that my partner did not also worry about the economy of our house, I have helped my family who was going through a bad economic time, my sister in particular with her baby and, I have been accumulating loans that now prevent us from accessing the purchase of a home because we have too many expenses. In total we owe 33mil euros and we would have to buy a car for me, to be able to adapt it, get my wheelchair, but at least if we could get those 33000 euros, we could breathe and access the purchase of a home suitable for my health and healthier conditions because, we live for rent in a small apartment full of moisture and quite old, but renting a flat is very expensive and this is the only thing we could find years ago and, our low wages and our loans, do not allow us to leave here and have our house … I had to ask myself things before my time, things like what will become of me, who will take care of me, what will I do if one day I am left alone without great means of subsistence, without a house to live in? I’m only 38 years old and I’m already afraid of tomorrow. I would like so many things… To earn enough money so that my partner could stay at home without working and not have to be so tired, that she could spend time with me of quality and could take me to live outside of these walls, because I have a lot of desire to live and that she lives? That my little sister would not have difficulties to make ends meet and be able to help her whenever she needed it and thus alleviate her depression and helplessness and, of course, have my house at last..
Madrid is very expensive to live with such low salaries and my mistake was to ask for loans to go subsisting and now, with those outstanding amounts (no defaults, we pay every month) when we go to a real estate and explain the situation, do not call us back, so I have already given up and come to you because it is the only thing I can do now. I don’t know if it will help, but I hope it will, and life will give me a little of what I have given, because I think I deserve it. As I told you, 33000 euros would allow us to have access to a home, because we would no longer have those debts that interfere, the rest, is to fight with life as we all do. I hope someone can help me make my life a little easier. I would like to leave you my email in case anyone has any questions or needs to see my medical reports or loan instalments or whatever is necessary. I understand that there is everything in this life, but I really need it and I can prove it if required by the person or people who decide to help me, besides, I would love to be able to say thank you for the help.
And my paypal account is https://paypal.me/AnaBelen81
Thousand thanks to all in advance. A hug