My name is Rachael. I am a 28 year old mother of two amazing little boys, 11 and 6. Recently I have come into some health issues that have really taken full control of my life. I was told due to my mental health condition I should apply for disability and stop trying to fight this awful , body consuming illness, that I know is curable, and sit at home and try to medicate my way out of it.
That is not what God had in store for me, I know this. I am a fighter, and up until a recent hospitalization, I felt on top. Unfortunately it put me and my finance so far down, that I’m scared I won’t make it out if it. I am asking for help to give myself a chance to cleanse the fear and anxiety out of my body and give my full trust in God to show me the way. We are three months behind on rent. I’m scared I will lose focus if my finances continue to dwindle away. I want to work, I want to show my boys the right path in life . I just need help. I am asking for prayers, donations, anything to help me not lose our home, and my faith that I can overcome all of this. That I just need a helping hand to show me the way.
I have lived a very rough life , but I know that I have made it this far for a reason. The fight is still there, I’m just so alone. I don’t want my kids to see the pain and fear. I want to devote any free time to devoting my life to God. Having anxiety creates these barriers . To the point I feel like I can’t breathe and am going to end up back in the hospital. I know I’m strong , I will do anything for my boys. I’m just asking for some help so I don’t wake up every day wondering if my electric will be on, eviction notice on my door. I just need time to get this illness under control naturally and under Gods care. To allow me to live my best life with my family. I’ve never yearned for Jesus so much in my life , I know I have a purpose .