Hello my name is Joe, I’m 37 I’m a small bussiness owner!Over the last year ,I’ve been dealing with major issues with my throat !I had 4 tears on my vocal cords ,3 holes in my airway( lining of the inside of my throat)!I had to put off the surgery for almost 7 months trying to find someone to run my business ,& shows so I would still have an income when I returned! Alittle more about me ,I have lived on my own since I was 14 .I Graduated High School when I was 17 .I have supported myself ,maintained 2-3 Jobs a day.I don’t call off ,& I don’t get sick days!A few years ago ,I also had to start being my mother’s care taker ,bc she wasn’t able,& still isn’t able to take care of herself!I am the Only safety Net ,I have ! That said my safety net is deterating , and barely held together with worn out threads that keep breaking a little more each day! When I took off work almost 3 months ago for Surgery ,I worked 7 days a week .I had to return to work way before I got was suppost to , due to the girl I hired losing my shows ,& then just literally trying to take them from me entirely ! I now only have 3 shows ,& honestly I don’t even know how I’m doing them ! I’m trying so hard ! I killed myself working to be able to buy all my equipment ,& I’ve put my everything into building my career ! Aside from costing me pretty much my only way to survive ,when I got my equipment back almost everything is now broken or damaged ! I’m making it work bc despite the fact I need it to continue making a living! I can’t do anything about it , Ontop of that my water is being Shutoff 07/11/23 for $394 ,My Electric is getting Shutoff 07/15/23 $194 .My car is Only Running by the Grace of God ! It needs a tune Up ,Oil change ,Brakes, Rotors , shocks in the front ,a sway bar has broke off in the back and is just hanging there,& some undiagnosed issues!I don’t even know ,nor can I think about what that is all gonna cost! I have so much that is just piling up ,and it keeps coming ! I am so embarrassed that I have to Beg Strangers for help , but I don’t have anyone to help or that could help me out of this Mess!I’m struggling so hard to keep my head above water ,& I’m drowning ! I know this is a big ask , trust me I feel the gravity of the weight holding me down! If someone out there could help at all , I would. Be willing to work for it or Make payments til I could pay you back! I pray that God blesses Anyone that helps me ,& Gets me to a position where I will be able to help someone else like this someday! I’m at the end of my rope ,& I don’t know how much longer I can hang on!So this is my last ,& Only hope at any chance of surviving this!