Hello to anyone out there reading this,
I am embarrassed to be doing this asking for money. My father passed away from cancer when I was eight years old, and we have had his GMC Sierra ever since. It has definitely been a symbol of him and has always made me feel very close to him. I have always wanted a truck just like my dad’s, I know it is just an object but knowing that my family has to get rid of my father’s truck makes me feel like the whole in my heart is being torn bigger and bigger. I have been trying my best to save up money as best as I can but it’s not enough I am still in college and I work 30 hours a week. I would’ve had enough money for a new truck but I was moving into a new apartment with some roommates so we can be near our school and the day we were going to sign the lease it caught on fire and burned down. Because we hadn’t signed the lease yet, we didn’t have insurance yet and I lost all of my stuff. The landlords said they would help us with their insurance and they haven’t helped at all and refuse to give me back my $1600 deposit on top of it and I had to go find a new apartment to live which I found, so now I have all my bills for that too. I know there are a lot of other people out there in worse situations which is why I feel bad for even doing this, I really have been struggling to do this because of the financial hits I’ve taken since my apartment fire. I thought eleven years without my father it would get easier with my emotions and holidays, however it feels like it has only gotten harder, this past father’s days was one of the hardest days of my life. And lately I have just been struggling and have been taking a lot of hits and my fiancé that I live with hasn’t been able to work because of corona and it feels like we are in a financial ditch lately and this truck is the one thing I really want and I have been working really hard to save money for, and my current car that I drive to work is on its last legs and I don’t know what I’m going to do if it breaks down, I won’t be able to get to work and school and home. I appreciate anyone and everyone out there that is reading this and appreciate literally any help and I only hope that in the future I can pay it forward to other’s out there struggling like I am.