So I work, I even pick up hours. but I still can’t make enough money to pay bills, my car payment is not going anywhere the payment is to high. I need my car so I can get to work and from, but turned out I got the wrong car. 2016 Chevy trax. I have 2 dogs and 2 cats. It wasn’t my chose to have them. My sister said it was only for one month. It been 1 year, I try to take care of them as much as I can. But I don’t have the money, my little cat needs to be taken to a vet, the two dogs needs need to be neutered. I did asked for her help and she won’t help me cause everytime she says she will it turns out to be a lie. I have so much stress in my life. I wish I could just pack everything and move somewhere away from my family. I wish I didn’t have to do this but I really need help, so I can pay off my car. Like I said I do have a job, but with this job I can’t get a second job. I love my job and everything I do. But it don’t pay good. And I really don’t want to quit cause this is the best one I ever had. I do really need help but I am not good at asking for it cause I hate asking. I tried so hard but I guess I am one of the people that no matter how hard you try it not going to go anywhere. I wish I knew my future when I was getting adopted so I could have said no.
You know when you have a big secret, that ruined and fucked up your life so bad, that you can never tell and one or do something about it. Today and right now I am still and always wondering why am I still alive. But then I look at the dogs and cats and that probably why.
I dont know what else I can tell you, I am the type that unless you know me person. I work and try hard like anyone else ( I am no special i know that) but sometimes everyone needs help. I am going to ask and see. It up to you to see if you want to help me or not. Thank you for reading this.
I got lucky one day and send in 224.00 to the car payment now it just there on every bill. So I have no idea why.