Hi there all, I’m currently unemployed and unable to work at present due to mental health issues. I was a victim of domestic violence and I’m currently suffering with PTSD and Borderline Emotional Personality Disorder and I’m not in a position to be able to work at present, because I’m basically trying to overcome all I’ve been through and take time out to ‘find myself again’ because my ex partner basically destroyed my spirit, due to his narcissistic controlling, violent and abusive behaviour towards me. I suffer with bad anxiety attacks and have issues walking down the street and leaving my house, on the really bad days, and it obviously effects me not being able to work at present, however, I’ve got a creative side to me and I’m trying to start my own Etsy Shop up with my Artwork, but unfortunately I don’t have the financial means to invest any money into my plan. Art supplies, especially the canvasses aren’t cheap and I would be so very grateful if there might be an extremely kind person, or persons, who would be happy to give me £500, to get me up and going. I’d be able to buy some large canvases to do my Abstract Art on and start selling on my Etsy Shop, I plan to open online. Not only is this a business venture of mine, it’s also extremely great therapy for my mental health, being able to express myself and my emotions, which is part of being borderline emotional personality disorder. I’m sure if there are some psychologists out there reading this, you would totally understand what I’m talking about and how great Art Therapy is for mental health.. Even in lockdown when Corona virus hit the UK, people were crawling up the walls not being able to go out, and found doing Arts and Crafts really helped them. Imagine not being able to go out most days due to extremely bad anxiety. This is what my life is currently like and I am really trying to make a positive out of a negative situation and I know my Artwork would sell, because I’ve actually sold a painting I did last year, via Facebook. I’d really love to have the opportunity to have the funds , so I can get things setup and going. Unfortunately I don’t have any family or friends who can help me. It would really make my day if life would actually throw me something good my way and give me a chance, as life really hasn’t been kind to me. I just seem to always get bad luck in my life and it would be absolutely wonderful, if there are actually genuinely decent kind people still out there, who want to help me out. I’d even be willing to pay the money back once my Etsy Shop is up and running, and is making a steady profit. I can’t get a loan because I have bad credit. So please, if there’s anyone out there reading this and wants to help me and my business venture as well as help with my mental health, then please donate to my PayPal account which is
https://www.paypal.me/guzinska2021
I’ll be keeping my fingers crossed and praying 🙏 in hope that someone out there wants to help me out. Sending love and light to all 🙂❤️