Since i can remember from being a small child i have been the victim of cruel bullying, i remember on a daily basis the many names people called me such as big nose, fat so, and buck teeth, these words came from adults and kids, i was picked on so much at school by kids, they would talk about me and even hit me,girls and boys and i never had the words within me to comeback at them so i would just sit there afraid and take it all in, i remember often coming home crying with a pounding headache, i would avoid eating in the cafeteria because i was afraid i would be talked about, as i got in my teens i had to deal with even more bullying because i began getting acne on my face, and guess where the pimples were the biggest?, my big nose!! So because of this when my family would go anywhere, i would be so ashamed and self conscious i would just stay in the vehicle, i would avoid crowds at all cost. At around 15 years old my thinking began to change all the injustice i had faced from being bullied, i began to dislike people so i had alot of anger for people i trusted no one so i didnt have many friends, as i got older and started to work workmates looked at me as a easy push over someone to bully, i guess i attract bullys?, so i would avoid confrontation and eventually quit the job and this has been going on for my whole life, i need a break!! Bullying has caused me mental anguish for so long! I still have buck teeth a gap, and a big nose, looking at old pictures when i was a kid, i was never fat, but people called me FAT SO, how cruel. And i say so often, why me, i didn’t deserve this life, i still see the people who done alot of the bullying and there happy and prospering, and can’t hold down a job, and the jobs i do get don’t pay what i am worth. I would love to have my own business so i can help me and others like me. Please!! help me with my goal, if you have been in my shoes and know how i feel. Thanks for reading some of my story.
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