Hello my name is Griselda Hernandez unfortunately I am having a hard time getting placement for a place to stay. I just recently got out of a domestic abusive relationship I was stuck in for 3 years my adopted parents kicked me out when I was only 17 I didn’t want to leave home mind you he was 33. My adopted parents forced me to move in with my abusive now ex and his abusive family. I’ve been through sexually forced trauma from my exs dad. I had video evidence in regards to his dad forcing himself upon me I told my exs mom and she didn’t believe me even though the proof was there. I was at a baffle for words when I told my adopted parents and my adopted mom told me to tell my exs mom. The fact that no one would believe me made me go through cycles of anxiety, depression, I was highly suicidal. I wanted to leave so bad no matter how much I’ve asked my adopted family to help me they refused to help fortunately and unfortunately my younger sister understood everything I was going through and still am going through I have PTSD, Anxiety, Bipolar Disorder, ADHD, Depression. My adopted parents aren’t the best parents when my adopted parents were foster caring a brother and sister. This girl molested me when I was only 8 years old. I still remember everything she did to me. I have flashbacks their so painful. My older adopted brother he would molest me as well and it was really messed up because he was already considered my brother by law. When my family had a family party to go to I spoke up at the party about what had happened to me with the foster girl. Someone called dcfs and the brother and sister were removed from our home permanently. Yet I was still here stuck with a nightmare for a older brother. Around the ages of 9-13 I got molested by my younger cousin it’s really messed up because that’s my moms sisters son she couldn’t have kids as well as my adopted mom so her and 2 other sisters decided for get into adopting children because my adopted mom and aunt couldn’t have kids. My cousin was adopted as well he was younger than me by a year but he was bigger than me I was very small and thin. After I turned 13 I found out my nightmare was leaving my older brother got accepted into the army. He was leaving for boot camp. I was so happy I felt all my pain feel relief when my adopted mom told me. I cried then told her finally what had happened to me with the siblings my parents were going to adopt how my older brother did the same thing the foster girl did. I strongly believe now that my older brother molested her then she did it to me because she thought it was okay. When I told my adopted mom she yelled at me. I didn’t get the response I needed instead it made my life worse. My adopted mother had threatened me if I told anyone and if I fuck up my older brothers success, she would ruin my success. Quit frankly she’s been doing this since I was 13 years old. I went to school crying telling the social worker at school everything I told my mom and her reaction. I told them I wanted to kill myself because my mom didn’t believe me and she said I made it all up. My school sent me to the hospital to get evaluated for making a suicidal statement. Being only 13 at the time I still wanted to go to school so I was able to participate in a program where I could go to group programs and meeting as an out patient instead of inpatient which means staying in the hospital on the mental health floor. I was able to speak to therapists and I was able to vent to my assigned therapist. I had a family meeting in order to transition me back into school. My therapist brought up the molestation to my mom she was the only one in the meeting. My mom told her I was lying. My mom left the meeting and since I was outpatient I was able to go home after the meeting my mom ended the meeting and went I was in the car with her she said my life will be ruined forever and she has been ruining it since then. Next day I went to my group meetings as outpatient. I saw my therapist being walked out by higher out authorities. I cried when I saw her being walked out. I knew she got into trouble because of my adopted mom. I felt at a loss for words I felt worse knowing that someone I trusted and they tried to help me I wound up getting them into trouble for me speaking up about the truth. Flashback to now. I am now 21 years old. I am currently becoming homeless because my adopted mom is kicking me out because I’ve brought up things that I have been through from my past and how I didn’t want my older brother coming over for thanksgiving. I refused to eat until I knew he wasn’t coming over. Whenever I see him or hear about him I get so angry. Anger is always trigger by an emotion underneath that’s underlying. I can always fake a smile and tell everyone I’m okay when I’m not. From ages 13-17 I was hospitalized 33 times. My adopted mom has had her power over me for a long time. I’ve been raped Multiple times. My adopted parent’s response was it was my fault. My adopted dad I always hear from him that I’m a slut, whore. My adopted younger sister got pregnant from her rapist. My adopted mom was cruel to her when my sister opened up. I now have a nephew I love him to death. He brings me happiness pushes me to move forward. I’m at a loss for words as I am on ssi. Their applications for section 8 and HUD housing are closed and I’m not able to get on the lists because they are closed off as to how full they are. I’m scared my ex the one I left that I was with for 3 years he’s offering me to move in with him and his family. For what for them all to abuse me all over again. I’m tired of the constant yelling and pleading for my ex to stop drinking. My ex was abusive physically his dad was sexually abusive. I’m really trying to put money together so I can find a room to rent as homeless shelters for battered women are at full capacity:((((( I have cashapp as well it is $babygirlzelda1
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